Lost without you?

48hours without you? Spending my day thinking about someone else during this hours? It all hasn't been easy. The heart is blank, can't find the words to describe how I feel. Feelings of uncertainty, joy, frustrations?, happiness, just mixed emotions. You were everything I wanted, but I realise he is what I need. Can't keep fighting for what's not mine, and I figure it is best to look forward to what really is. It is mind boggling how one minute am thinking about how much I miss you and the next am thinking of how much I want to be far from you. So many things to look forward to...like the future :]
Think I would be lost without you? Don't be too sure about that. I always get right back no matter how many times I fall. I know there's just one person for me, him♥.


There's nothing wrong about letting go....