Abuse ...Help a soul today :)

 So I read a girl's TL (timeline) on Twitter and apparently she has been sexually abused for years by people her father had set her up with (judging from what I read). He seemed to derive some kind of crazy pleasure from actually asking her about her encounters with these males and that was crazy. Well noone really paid attention to her or understood how much holding such in had done to her psychologically. She wound up cutting herself and she ended up committing suicide a few hours ago :'( (Heart breaking). RIP AshleyBillasano

I didn't know who this girl was until today but it's saddening to read her story and know not one person stepped up to the plate to actually help her. I bet people care freely called her names like "hoe", "slut", or "bitch" then went around being their normal self. Being judgemental comes so easy for us that we don't know how our speech can mentally affect a person, after all we aren't in their shoes and we don't know what the hell they are going through, or have been through.

Any form of abuse is uncalled for, be it physical abuse, mental abuse, emotional abuse, sexual abuse, and the likes. Past experiences won't even make me go down this lane in details because I do have an idea of this and it isn't pretty.

Seriously if anyone's trying to hurt you or hurt you in anyway against your will,

• it is best for you to speak up! 
• Talk to someone you can confide in, 
• get help, 

This seems harder but I really hope anyone getting abused has the courage to stand up & say NO!

This blog post is dedicated to Ashley, I know you're in a better place and I pray whosoever had a hand in this get what's coming to them.

My Bestfriend

This was originally written on  08 June 2009 at 14:47

Closer than a sister you are to me. You mean so much to me and it makes me happy because we've been together through thick and thin. I've seen you sad; seen you mad; seen you joyful and even in tears. Irregardless the situation you find yourself in, you always posed to be real strong but now you break down easily. 


I wish i can dry your tears and hold you near for every-time i see you cry. All this is because of him and it saddens my heart to see you like this. 
I wish i can do something but I'm as helpless as you are and that breaks my heart because you deserve better. You love him more than he'll ever know but he's just too blind to realise that. 


Today seems better than the yesterday and I'm glad but my gladness doesn't last for long because i see you once again squatting in the corner with the pain you cant hide written all over you. My heart burns as i see you look up at me with torture in your eyes. I said to you "I'm so sorry" and right there you flashed me a smile leaving my heart with peace and my mind at rest. I said silently to myself "everything will be fine Bee" and then you walked up to me as though reading my mind and said "i know, You're the best any friend could ask for" that made me tear up and i made a pact never to leave you no matter the situation. This one made us stronger & I love you.