Leading someone on

^_^ Been a while...was initially going to type something different but yeah I left the piece of paper with all the stuff I wanted to blog on downstairs...and no I won't go get it (not sure why I gave you that Info but o well) (*_*). A couple of weeks back, I posted something about not leading folks on. It seemed pretty easy until I was in a similar situation. I didn't mean to do put my self and the other person in this situation but somehow it happened all because I felt pity for this guy. "Pity"? Yeah, I know that was very wrong but I said I'd be his girlfriend. Needless to say, all I felt was guilt day in day out. I felt like I lost my freedom :( Suddenly I was "in a relationship", with a guy I didn't really like. It felt forced, I tried not to talk about it, I was in a cranky mood, and for a while I was soooo difficult.

Finally, I decided I couldn't take any more of it. Especially since I felt bounded to him. Well I broke up with him. I didn't feel a thing, didn't feel hurt. and I don't think he felt it either. Well at least he didn't show it. It wasn't a relationship. It was just convenient for both of us. I'm glad he didn't try to play the blame game or make me feel sorry. Yeah, the moral of the lesson is don't rush into things, always have patience! Note to self there. If its meant to happen, it will and there'll be no regrets :)

Well I'm single ^_^ *sigh of relief* but shoot I would't mind if the "right" person came along this very moment. Well not this very moment cos its 3:31 AM :P ....Goodnight !