Christmas Eve

Few hours until Christmas, my day was pretty good. Time to break down all the walls I have built for a while. It feels good to be free and know true happiness. Needless to say Merry Christmas to all and don't forget the main reason we celebrate Christmas. It shouldn't be all about the food, presents or what have you.

What a day!

 I thought I would overlook some behavioural issues with someone but then it all comes down to this..

Some people don't change

As of now, am really happy. Feels like I don't have to deal with anything regarding this person any longer. We can't be friends, too much attitude, and besides with two strong personalities; the outcome wouldn't be so good.

And that day came...

...I turned 18 today and I felt truly blessed all through the day. :) The weather was about 50 degrees wasn't so cold but I loved it. Got my new phone and I saw my dad's friend at the mall and he got me a printer, ink, and some paper. Something my dad was supposed to get a long time. I also got a cake and my neighbour got me a wristwatch. Am still expecting late presents as well :D

Am a truly blessed child :D. Happy Birthday to me. 

Many more years to come.

Time to grow

A few hours back I had a meaningless argument with someone; I put it the other way round? The person was mad at me for some stupid reason. Makes me wonder how tolerant I have been to the person's attitude and behaviour towards me all this while. I hoped things would change or get better but I doubt that's going to change now. My patience has run out and am sincerely done with taking crap from people who don't get me one bit. It just doesn't make sense. Have decided not to be a bother to anyone as its time to move on to better things and watch all other things fall in place.

Listen to:
Time to grow by Lemar

Fight for survival

We never let go of some things, others seem stuck to us no matter how hard we try. It could be caused by break ups, disappointments, devastating situations, or even loss of something vital or trivial to us. The list is endless for some...while for others it's a struggle everyday.


just breathe



Your Loss Sweetie



Its kind of interesting when people who walk out of your life, come in again and expect you to acknowledge them or even "try to remember the good times."  Oh C'mon! give me a break, I never asked you to leave in the first place. Don't get mad if am not gonna pretend to your face that all is well and "cool" because "frankly my dear IDGAF!"





It really doesn't matter what happens, I got me in the end.



Happy New Month

12:12 am, December 1st. First day of the last month of the year 2010. This is my month, other months have been fair but this will be the best.



Happy New Month People :)



On the countdown

In 18 days, I'll be 18 ;) woo-hoo!!!

HURT

I guess theirs only so little or just too much the heart can take when it gets to some point all you really do is start caring lesser and less-er. Not something some people might look forward to but who cares? Do what makes you happy and if anything is going to conflict with your happiness, not worth it at all.

My wishlist ;)

My birthday's in 3weeks and 2days, there are certain things I need. So here's my wishlist:

1.) Lots of Love

2.) A birthday Cake

3.) A new phone

4.) A laptop

5.) Shoes ;)

Talk about having the good life, well that's just about it...oh one more if I may lol

6.) An Ipod



To love and To forgive

Anyone who's ever loved someone has been hurt in one way or the other. It's something that's quite inevitable especially in the system we live in. People forget what love is all about. It's not just about taking something important from someone but also about giving back. We go with our two legs deep into waters without testing the waters and therefore, many get hurt in the long run.
I saw this quote I really liked:

Close your eyes,
Clear your heart,
Let it go.

Most says it's not as easy as it seems but there's always other ways
first by coming to terms with whatever has happened or whoever did you wrong, forgive because when u don't it seems like they still have power over you, hang out with people who will make your life so much easier, if all else fails, God will always be there to see you through and help you :D

love and forgive...even if it is hard.

Am a Princess

My week has been great so far, avoided all that I didn't want to come face to face with and am really doing great. Good news has come my way and am so excited about everything. I decided to write about my favourite Disney princess because my friend made me. I love Belle from "Beauty and The Beast", I think she is really down to earth and someone I can relate to. I learnt it's not just about the physical looks of people but more about getting to know them indepthly. One day my prince will come, it definitely won't be when I expect but am sure I'd be blown away. Fingers crossed ;)

Lost without you?

48hours without you? Spending my day thinking about someone else during this hours? It all hasn't been easy. The heart is blank, can't find the words to describe how I feel. Feelings of uncertainty, joy, frustrations?, happiness, just mixed emotions. You were everything I wanted, but I realise he is what I need. Can't keep fighting for what's not mine, and I figure it is best to look forward to what really is. It is mind boggling how one minute am thinking about how much I miss you and the next am thinking of how much I want to be far from you. So many things to look forward to...like the future :]
Think I would be lost without you? Don't be too sure about that. I always get right back no matter how many times I fall. I know there's just one person for me, him♥.


There's nothing wrong about letting go....



Life is filled with surprises

Today I got the chance to go to the movies with a friend. We saw "Salt" and I thought Angelina Jolie was great. So many highlights and I loved all of the action in it. I couldn't stop thinking about what had ensued today. So basically someone's mad at me because I exercise my right to be myself. Anyways am labelled "Rude and Sarcastic" but yeah its whatever! Am done, gotten to a point whereby I really don't care :) hopefully people like it.