12/31/2011

A New Year Story

So my best friend asked me to write her a "love story" in two tweets before she slept lol. Well I was able to do that but then she asked me to conclude it. I decided to call it "A New Year Story" cos it's close to the new year and we all have wishes we want to come true. This is pure fiction so I hope you enjoy it!


      It was the last day in '11. We stared at one another through the screen of our computers with love in our eyes, he was 100s of miles away but I knew our love had gone through a lot not to last. He blew me a kiss and promised that the year would be the beginning of Us and I smiled. People said it was too good to be true. People told me never to put all my hopes in him but he was the one who never left. I loved him and that was all I knew...The distance didn't matter bcos I had my mind made up and he was the one.
     We made plans to meet eachother & I was excited for that day to come. Spending New Year Eve together was a dream come true, my idea. I had second thoughts while falling for this stranger but all the doubt cleared up as I packed my clothes into my luggage :) ...days drew near and his voice was all I wanted to hear until the day we saw eachother. It soothed me and made me melt. I remained restless for the rest of the night, I couldn't stop thinking of the next couple hourswhen I would finally meet my love.
     Time passed and it was morning. He left me a message "get your sexy ass outta bed ma" I smiled and hurriedly took a shower. My parents bade me goodbye as they dropped me off at the airport. My heart began to beat as I boarded the plane. This was it ...no turning back. I adjusted myself as the Pilot announced the plane would be making its way to Paris in a couple of mins. Paris, city of love. I fell asleep but woke up in time for the plane to touchdown Paris, France. It was 12:13 AM. I was nervous. Mixed emotions. I walked past the gates with my bags dragging beside me. 
     Finally! I looked around and tried to search for him in the crowd. All I saw was a huge afro and a gentleman standing in the corner with his luggage beside him. I bursted out laughing. He did promise he'd stand out. Right then our eyes met. I dropped my bags and ran into his waiting arms. Our lips met as though they were meant for one another. I smiled & knew the rest of my life was gonna be shared with him. "Hi Beverly, you made it!". My thoughts were interrupted but all that didn't matter. I knew I was safe in the arms of the man I love.




 The end. :) Have a Happy New Year!

12/30/2011

Morning Rant

I'm up early enough to do my chores. I will certainly be ignoring phonecalls and messages if any. I am tired of everything and trying to be better for people. I feel bad for myself I don't even know where to start from or what words to use. Guess in the end you just have to figure out where exactly your loyalty lies. At the end of the day you just realise it was either there or was never there all along. I'm tired of shedding tears for someone, I'm tired of patching things. I'm sorry we weren't the best fit even though there were things we could've worked on. I'm sorry I ever met you and liked you. I'm sorry for every single memory and knowing we have to start over. Well this certainly isn't crossroads because I finally realise what I mean to you after all these while...nothing.

Well next year all I wanna do is move so I don't really have to acknowledge your existence. I don't wish anything bad for you but I wish you all the best. No more mopping around. It's a new day.

Have a good day everyone.

12/29/2011

Nothing really changes

At the end of the day, nothing really changes. Our worst fears only come alive just to haunt us. Anyway I realised I am definitely not the relationship type and after this year, well I don't think I need further proof. I mean I could have been better or done things a lot more differently but too bad. I just wanna sleep and wake up tomorrow hoping everything either goes back to normal or my life at least gets better. I am tired of crying, feeling sad, or getting mad at or over anyone. I need sanity, actually stability is what I need right now and nothing more. With that being said, I am calling it a night. Well, a morning actually.

Have a good day!

12/16/2011

Its my birthday

Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, my birthday

It's finally 12/16 :D I turn 19 today
I am really appreciative of everything
For the birthday wishes, the tweets, prayers, calls, messages...Thank You all!
I can't wait to get all my presents & to open the one I sent to myself ^_^ Yh I do it


HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEVERLY