Love Things

 So today I sat down to actually blog. Yesterday has to be the saddest day ever with tears and all. Its like I got injected with the worst mood swing. First off it started from what I had read >_<  and I couldn't even tell if it was directed at me. Then the second guessing. And next bad news. It didn't even end there! Then I got to think about relationships and all. Its just not fair to have it one sided especially when the other party really likes you and you can't learn to appreciate them. At the end of the day when he or she leaves, you'd realise what you lost just by being a douche. It saddens me to see this happens, I'm like why are you even with this person who doesn't treat you right? It doesn't make sense. But o well, whatever happens.


Well well...my case is different. Not sure where to start. I just wish we were closer, no distance, no oceans separating us. I won't deny that am so in love with this guy. I dunno, I just hate to be filled with so much uncertainties...what if(s), but(s) ...and all. I need reassurance, I need him to tell him everything's gonna be fine, that he's got me, and he wants me to be his baby...and no-one else. If this doesn't turn out exactly how I'd want, its gonna be sad. Then I'd say its yet another lesson learned right? :( I'm tired of lessons already, I want to be serious and I need someone to take me seriously. I can't even go on right now. Okay that's it, bye!

This song just describes him (below's the first part of the song)

My whole life has changedSince you came in, I knew back thenYou were that special oneI'm so in love, so deep in love

Lee and Bee (Poem by bestfriends)

We made this up :) Leenana and Beenana...Lee has the first line & I the second...and it gets alternated:

We re 2 sad girls
Sittin' on a wall
One named Lee the other named Bee  

Fell in love Lee, fell in love Bee 

We in search of love
But our loves are far away
Which is sad. Love dsnt die they say.
Lee is mad, Bee is sad. Love is mad, this is sad...
We should fight cos it feels so right
you are right we are their blights
And in the end, we'll be alright :D

^_^ The end.

Dear Blog

Dear Blog, 
     Its been a while. Not that I haven't had time. Ok I take that back, I really don't have time. Been busy with summer school. Its turning out well but it is stressful. Trying to juggle reading Literature and math work is definitely not easy. Have been late to English class since the beginning of the semester and have missed two tests. That mad me cry cos that really isn't a way to start off the semester especially since I can't make up any missed test. #Sigh
     Personal life. I was gonna blog about "Jealousy" before I fell sick but I think am gonna move that to some other time. I did want to do it so bad but err ...moving on :P I got something else in mind. Seems pretty interesting. I got a new nickname from Leema♥ "Beenana" (^_^) so now i call her "Leenana" :P We rhyme and complement one another. All of my friends are having a good time now ;) talk about a great phase and the one who isn't....she's getting better. Love life? err still working on perfecting that. 
     Besides all of this...the crazy stuffs and all, I'm thankful for everything that's going on in my life, no matter how serious it is or not. For my friends, I love them to pieces. :D I'll get back to blogging soon I pinky promise. 

Have a fun summer!

Happy New Month

June- I want to be better :D