12/31/2011

A New Year Story

So my best friend asked me to write her a "love story" in two tweets before she slept lol. Well I was able to do that but then she asked me to conclude it. I decided to call it "A New Year Story" cos it's close to the new year and we all have wishes we want to come true. This is pure fiction so I hope you enjoy it!


      It was the last day in '11. We stared at one another through the screen of our computers with love in our eyes, he was 100s of miles away but I knew our love had gone through a lot not to last. He blew me a kiss and promised that the year would be the beginning of Us and I smiled. People said it was too good to be true. People told me never to put all my hopes in him but he was the one who never left. I loved him and that was all I knew...The distance didn't matter bcos I had my mind made up and he was the one.
     We made plans to meet eachother & I was excited for that day to come. Spending New Year Eve together was a dream come true, my idea. I had second thoughts while falling for this stranger but all the doubt cleared up as I packed my clothes into my luggage :) ...days drew near and his voice was all I wanted to hear until the day we saw eachother. It soothed me and made me melt. I remained restless for the rest of the night, I couldn't stop thinking of the next couple hourswhen I would finally meet my love.
     Time passed and it was morning. He left me a message "get your sexy ass outta bed ma" I smiled and hurriedly took a shower. My parents bade me goodbye as they dropped me off at the airport. My heart began to beat as I boarded the plane. This was it ...no turning back. I adjusted myself as the Pilot announced the plane would be making its way to Paris in a couple of mins. Paris, city of love. I fell asleep but woke up in time for the plane to touchdown Paris, France. It was 12:13 AM. I was nervous. Mixed emotions. I walked past the gates with my bags dragging beside me. 
     Finally! I looked around and tried to search for him in the crowd. All I saw was a huge afro and a gentleman standing in the corner with his luggage beside him. I bursted out laughing. He did promise he'd stand out. Right then our eyes met. I dropped my bags and ran into his waiting arms. Our lips met as though they were meant for one another. I smiled & knew the rest of my life was gonna be shared with him. "Hi Beverly, you made it!". My thoughts were interrupted but all that didn't matter. I knew I was safe in the arms of the man I love.




 The end. :) Have a Happy New Year!

12/30/2011

Morning Rant

I'm up early enough to do my chores. I will certainly be ignoring phonecalls and messages if any. I am tired of everything and trying to be better for people. I feel bad for myself I don't even know where to start from or what words to use. Guess in the end you just have to figure out where exactly your loyalty lies. At the end of the day you just realise it was either there or was never there all along. I'm tired of shedding tears for someone, I'm tired of patching things. I'm sorry we weren't the best fit even though there were things we could've worked on. I'm sorry I ever met you and liked you. I'm sorry for every single memory and knowing we have to start over. Well this certainly isn't crossroads because I finally realise what I mean to you after all these while...nothing.

Well next year all I wanna do is move so I don't really have to acknowledge your existence. I don't wish anything bad for you but I wish you all the best. No more mopping around. It's a new day.

Have a good day everyone.

12/29/2011

Nothing really changes

At the end of the day, nothing really changes. Our worst fears only come alive just to haunt us. Anyway I realised I am definitely not the relationship type and after this year, well I don't think I need further proof. I mean I could have been better or done things a lot more differently but too bad. I just wanna sleep and wake up tomorrow hoping everything either goes back to normal or my life at least gets better. I am tired of crying, feeling sad, or getting mad at or over anyone. I need sanity, actually stability is what I need right now and nothing more. With that being said, I am calling it a night. Well, a morning actually.

Have a good day!

12/16/2011

Its my birthday

Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, my birthday

It's finally 12/16 :D I turn 19 today
I am really appreciative of everything
For the birthday wishes, the tweets, prayers, calls, messages...Thank You all!
I can't wait to get all my presents & to open the one I sent to myself ^_^ Yh I do it


HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEVERLY

11/23/2011

Surprise Surprise

My parents got me a laptop and it's not even my birthday yet ;D 
It wasn't the one I wanted...but this will do! ^_^

11/08/2011

Abuse ...Help a soul today :)

 So I read a girl's TL (timeline) on Twitter and apparently she has been sexually abused for years by people her father had set her up with (judging from what I read). He seemed to derive some kind of crazy pleasure from actually asking her about her encounters with these males and that was crazy. Well noone really paid attention to her or understood how much holding such in had done to her psychologically. She wound up cutting herself and she ended up committing suicide a few hours ago :'( (Heart breaking). RIP AshleyBillasano

I didn't know who this girl was until today but it's saddening to read her story and know not one person stepped up to the plate to actually help her. I bet people care freely called her names like "hoe", "slut", or "bitch" then went around being their normal self. Being judgemental comes so easy for us that we don't know how our speech can mentally affect a person, after all we aren't in their shoes and we don't know what the hell they are going through, or have been through.

Any form of abuse is uncalled for, be it physical abuse, mental abuse, emotional abuse, sexual abuse, and the likes. Past experiences won't even make me go down this lane in details because I do have an idea of this and it isn't pretty.

Seriously if anyone's trying to hurt you or hurt you in anyway against your will,

  • it is best for you to speak up! 
  • Talk to someone you can confide in, 
  • get help, 
This seems harder but I really hope anyone getting abused has the courage to stand up & say NO!
This blog post is dedicated to Ashley, I know you're in a better place and I pray whosoever had a hand in this get what's coming to them.

10/05/2011

My Bestfriend

This was originally written on  08 June 2009 at 14:47

Closer than a sister you are to me. You mean so much to me and it makes me happy because we've been together through thick and thin. I've seen you sad; seen you mad; seen you joyful and even in tears. Irregardless the situation you find yourself in, you always posed to be real strong but now you break down easily. 


I wish i can dry your tears and hold you near for every-time i see you cry. All this is because of him and it saddens my heart to see you like this. 
I wish i can do something but I'm as helpless as you are and that breaks my heart because you deserve better. You love him more than he'll ever know but he's just too blind to realise that. 


Today seems better than the yesterday and I'm glad but my gladness doesn't last for long because i see you once again squatting in the corner with the pain you cant hide written all over you. My heart burns as i see you look up at me with torture in your eyes. I said to you "I'm so sorry" and right there you flashed me a smile leaving my heart with peace and my mind at rest. I said silently to myself "everything will be fine Bee" and then you walked up to me as though reading my mind and said "i know, You're the best any friend could ask for" that made me tear up and i made a pact never to leave you no matter the situation. This one made us stronger & I love you. 

9/16/2011

Confessions Of a Voyeur (Erotic Poem) ;)

This is a poem created by a friend of mine :) You can follow him on Twitter at oluseyimcfunny Enjoy!


As she walked into the club,

She caught everyone's glance,

Looking so sultry and so sexy,

As she went to the floor to dance.



She wore a dress with plunging neckline,

Which accentuated her breast,

The skirt clung halfway up her thigh,

She oozed confidence.



Was this really Jen,

The girl I do adore,

Dancing so provocatively,

In the middle of the floor.



The men soon flocked around her,

Like honey to a bee,

Would she go through with this,

Or would she quickly flee.



One man danced up close to her,

And quickly pulled her near,

She looked at me and I mouthed the words,

"Enjoy yourself, my dear"



A smile now on her face,

She danced up close and tight,

The thought going through her head,

"I can do whatever I want tonight"



As that thought ran through her mind,

The stranger grabbed her ass,

And pulled her close to him,

As they continued to dance.



She felt something poke her,

It was hard as a rock,

The only thing she was thinking was,

"That must be his cock"



Without any hesitation,

She grabbed it with her hand,

And as she felt it through his pants she thought,

"Wow, this is grand"



The only though in her mind now was,

"I must have some of this",

And without an invitation,

She moved in for a kiss.



My fantasy was coming true,

Right before my eyes,

Jen with a stranger,

My fantasy realised.



She led him to a quiet seat,

And straddled him right there,

As I moved for a better view,

To see how they would fare.



She pulled his cock from his pants,

And with a hungry glare,

She moved her mouth to his cock,

And started sucking him right there.



The stranger threw his head back,

On his face there was a smile,

He enjoyed what was happening,

But he'd enjoy it more in a while.



Jen moved her head up,

And moved her thong to the side,

And pushed his cock into her pussy,

She didn't miss a stride.



As she moved up and down,

There was a look of pleasure on her face,

Then she moved her lips to his,

For another passionate embrace.



It was the hottest thing I'd ever seen,

As I watched from the sides,

My sexpot Jen on a strangers cock,

Pure pleasure in her eyes.



As he grabbed her by the hips,

I knew that he was near,

To blowing his load deep inside,

The girl I hold so dear.



As she moved faster on his cock,

I thought I heard her moan,

I knew right there and then,

She was about to have an orgasm of her own.



Then it quickly happened,

He came with all his might,

And blew his load deep inside,

Her pussy that is so tight.



At that moment she came as well,

With a scream that filled the air,

She was so lost in the moment now,

She did not care who was there.



As she moved off his cock,

And sat down by his side,

She whispered something in his ear,

And he looked at her and smiled.



It was then I saw her hand,

Reach under her skirt,

She removed her thong from her legs,

Just like an expert.



She handed him the thong,

As a memento of their embrace,

He put it in his pocket,

And they went their separate ways.



Jen walked right over to me,

Her face still flushed and red,

"Take me home right now" she said,

"I want to fuck you in our bed"



I never will forget that night,

As a fantasy came true,

When Jen fucked a stranger,

And enjoyed it so much too.

9/06/2011

End of the Journey :D

Departure 
This is me, Sunday night around past 8 awaiting a flight back to Atlanta (^_^). New York was fun, I wish it lasted a little bit longer so I could have time to shop around and visit a couple of people. Maybe next time I'd come by myself and have all the fun. New York is likened to Lagos, Nigeria in case you didn't know that. The roads were in bad shape, bumps here and there...the subway -_- better wear a mask next time. The air there is stank and moist, not very good. There were also rats. The streets were dirty, both the major and minor roads...there were shops everywhere 79c, 89c, and even 99c stores. It was fun to watch. The houses were so together, there isn't much space in NY. I think that's why they have thousands of skyscrapers to support the people who live here. Well that's just about it. It was fun while it lasted. Atlanta is still home :D

Brooklyn/Into Manhattan





China Town




More Landmarks/Views from the Brooklyn Bridge









Landmarks in Brooklyn...Sightseeing










Visit to my mum's family's place in NY (2)







Times Square







She was taking pictures for her sweet 16 or something


more pics from the Streets of New York






He was selling some Obama Condoms lol